Yet.Another.Filmy

28th May 2012 | 257,614 notes

savisintheclouds:

I literally felt like I did not have a choice.
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Honestly scrolled past it, then went back and reblogged it. You can’t deny robin williams.
^ I did exactly that.
robin williams demands it.

I literally felt like I did not have a choice.

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Honestly scrolled past it, then went back and reblogged it. You can’t deny robin williams.

^ I did exactly that.

robin williams demands it.

(Source: heytinafey, via brokencinema)

TMT - Day 66 - 69

Friday: 3.6km run

Saturday: Rest day

Sunday: 3.6 km run (pb 22.56)

Monday: 6.23 km Bike ride (23.58)

Tomorrow? Not sure so much, but it will be something =)

Tomorrow

I go into my first day of intensive story conferencing with one of Australia’s best producers…

I’ve been told if I make a good impression, it could lead to work on some of the other work this lady has on the go. Gosh, I hope so!!!!

Anyhoo, keep you all posted =)

To be fair…

I was a little exhausted and angry in my last post.

Having had some sleep and a vent to various friends, things seem a little better.

Was the shoot bad? Yes. Do I regret being involved? Not in the slightest.
Yes, I felt a little used, abused and jilted after the shoot.
Yes I think the director to stick to his main profession (being a focus puller!)
Yes the Producer was very demanding and expected people to go above and beyond. But she sent me a lovely email this evening, so I don’t feel so bad towards the project at all now.

But boy, did I learn! And I can’t ask for more than that!
I’d never come across such a difficult director before, and I didn’t handle it very well. He was confrontational and I got very defensive and shut down. There was one point in the shoot where I gave up on reminding him how over we were. Gave up on my job.

It’s fair to say that I learnt more about myself in those hours & how to develop as an AD. My pre-pro on this was shocking, my organisation was terrible, and my ability to re-rail a struggling shoot needs a lot of work.

But I’m learning. Everyone has there struggles and the trick is to get up and claw your way back up.

Plus, on the bright side, I scored a 6 week (one day a week) internship with a well known Production Company today. And I’m going into an intensive development week next week! So much to look forward to!

So little time… & thats how I like it (except on set of course…)